It's been a while since I last checked my bank
Reckless overspending feels better now I've drank
A childhood spent living in locked bathrooms
Mornings never mornings, always mid afternoons
I know I'm gonna cry when I make it home
'Cause drugs aren't fun when now I do them alone
It's fine
I know it's fine
I'm safe, the buzz keeps me alive
It's fine
I'll count to ten, and once it's over, we'll go again
To you, you, I wanna pretend
I only feel alive when I'm not in my head
Can you wait, wait?
I'm over the edge
Can you turn the lights off so we can hit it again, again?
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again
I only used to smoke when I got too drunk
I say I'm not addicted, but I still ask for one
Sell my last serotonin for one good night
Didn't think I'd live this long, didn't think I had the fight
Becoming scared of sleep and I'll blame my dreams
'Cause I don't wanna wake up and feel the same thing
Renting my life because I'm too scared to own
And drugs aren't fun when you do them alone
It's fine
I know it's fine
I'm safe, the buzz keeps me alive
It's fine
I'll count to ten, and once it's over, we'll go again
To you, you, I wanna pretend
I only feel alive when I'm not in my head
Can you wait, wait?
I'm over the edge
Can you turn the lights off so we can hit it again, again?
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again
I'm so glad that I live out my head now
That I get out of bed now, send love to my friends now
Was scared of medication, but I'm glad that I'm on it now
Glad that I'm off it now, that I don't get on it now
But I miss the noise, 'cause it's quiet now I'm off it now
I'm tired that I'm off it now, I'm praying just to hear a sound
It's fine, amen
Can we hit it again? Hit it again? Hit it!
It's you, you, I wanna pretend
I only feel alive when I'm not in my head
Can you wait, wait?
I'm over the edge
Can you turn the lights off so we can hit it again, again?
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, again
Hit it again, and again
Hit it again, and again
I know I'm gonna cry when I make it home
I know I'm gonna cry when I make it home
'Cause drugs aren't fun, now I do them alone
'Cause drugs aren't fun, now I do them alone
Hit it again, and again
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