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Aftermath, with hazy ocular I realize I am back
Sheltered now
Irrational paranoia swallows me
Suppress the delusion
My past gets mirrored when I'm there
A clandestine zone, a place I fear
Can't recollect these memories as things
I have partaken in reality
A ruined focus, a shattered view, I am transparent
Cut and bruised
Answers nowhere to be found
What is this past I keep getting reminded of
Dissonant, with trembling hands I cover my eyes
A touch of sense denied
Bound by suspense it's suddenly clear
I'll yield to the edge of the leaf thin steel
Fixated stare on the artery
In the city of death I'll find peace and it won't haunt me
Desperately cutting without response
The blood keeps coagulate, refused by the reaper
With fester disdain I stay
Disharmonic signals, source unseen
A message I can't construe
A phantom cipher they speak
This beacon I must find
It's alive rooted deep inside searching for its light
I shall retort, hidden answers
I'll burn them every bridge just to stop clutching at every straw
I walk their stride of idle, death lurks everywhere
Nowhere in my reach, refuge depraved, solemn they await
Irregular beats pounding me harder for each breath I take
With discern as I ponder, origin of the pulsating strokes
Seduced by my own heart's foul language, a light there never was
Falling deeper, time stands still as I fall
Stranded to taste the void
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