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I cry in your wind
And I wait and I fear
And I wonder why
Does the sky seem like it's been drawing near?
Was I running away from me?
Or was I running away from thee?
From you
From me
Next in line of all you've known
A defeatist everyone
A repetition of the last
But a precursor of the next
Can you find the girl in me?
Through my insecurities
Can you find me?
Is this how it needs to be
A self fulfilling prophecy
Complete my tragic world
As cold as I can be
All the things you didn't say
Fluor one they sang to me
I thought I'd be okay
I fight for control
And I hold a victory here
And every day that drops me
I win by less and less
And if I turn around this time
Then I'm walking away for good
And I can feel the guilt
But that means it's the end
If I could explain to you
Why I do these things I do
A permanent sabotage
Under the guise of truth
And I am so confused
The way I'm feeling about you
I feel this about you
Would you climb down from your tower
I'll be waiting just for you
I'll bang my head against your wall
And clean the blood when I'm through
When I'm searching for the calm
In the hurricane of you
Will you find me again too?
I'll rest my head against your wall
And if my heart beats one more time
Will you love me again?
So what secrets will you sing
To the black cat in your hand
Her body trembling as she searches
For the softest place to land
Will you kiss the spread of moisture
As it lays beneath your hand
And remember the sweet longing
Where a trusting black cat ran
Will you talk to me from sleep?
Can you write to me from dreams?
And I wonder where your heart lies
When you're naked next to me
Feel that rip in my chest
Whenever you get up to leave
I want you here with me
Can you look me in the eye?
And lie by the cat you say will do the right thing
What the hell is that?
What am I supposed to do
When you're kissing in the moon
And when I want you even more
What can I do?
Next in line of all you've known
A defeatist everyone
A repetition of the last
But a precursor of the next
Can you find the girl in me?
Through my insecurities
Can you find me?
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