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It's been so long since I saw you last
That it was hard to remember all the things that passed between us
And how I thought that if I didn't give enough
Then I wouldn't give a fuck about you
And I still see you from time to time
But it's filtered and awkward and it's hard to see past
My own fears and how I'm feeling
Unsteady, unsteady about this
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
We keep falling back into our patterns
Chasing operations and ghosts in the hall
Over and over I remember what you said
And how it ended up you didn't care for me at all
I try to untangle my mind from the bedsheets
Try to ignore the nightmares of sweat and heavy breathing
Oh how I loved you then
Oh how my heart beats for you every night
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
When you put a cap over me I can't breathe
Instead combust into pieces
Let's say it's easier for us to creep away than stay
But then I need you around
And it sucks when I can't get enough
I can't breathe, I crave you night and day
Every time I pull my hair out
Every time I shout your name
Where is this getting me?
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
I've got so far to go
But I can't see the light, can't see the light
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