Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide
Woke up this morning on the wrong side of my bed, man
I'm feeling disturbed in my world
My swagger's like a walking dead man
Could it be I'm stressing from taking these anti-depressants?
Make a nigga run reckless, no real
Affection standing next to dead ends
Lately I've been thinking about taking my own life
I'm sick of these wicked conditions and living is doing me no right
So I contemplated, thinking my life I should probably take it
I can finally escape from the matrix but I be bound to Satan
But then again, that's where I'm going
Straight to get hit and I'm already knowing
Couple more sips of this Thunderbird
And I'ma be ready to bring in the noise
Staple the blocks and stuff with herb
Desire to die is steadily growing
I keep on ready to die by murder or about me
So don't stand by my side, don't loiter around me
So dark is my mind, distorted and cloudy
I'm done with even trying to deal with
This drama that's been surrounding me
My mama keep calling me every hour 'cause she know I'll do it
I'll put that nine right into my mouth, close my eyes and shoot it
I'm sick of living here, ain't too many gon' feel me here
Bucking my gun at that cop but tell the only option is to kill me here
My family think I'm a case in the basket
My mama tell me I'm just like my daddy, erratically schizophrenic
Been at a disadvantage ever since my birthday
Mama never ever should've had me in the first place
Look at me now, saying that I'm trying to get
Rid of this evil that's dwelling in my head
Click click bang bang, he dead, he dead, he dead
Insane in the membrane, be wet, be wet, be wet
My life in a strange frame, see death
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide (suicide!)
Suicide, it's a sui-suicide
...Violently and with great difficulty, took his own life
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