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If I could change who I am
Re-pull the memory's thread
And destroy the anger in me
I'll build a senseless fear
But I'm evolving in this
Take my chances somewhere
Forgive you all
Decorate my mind with the clocks on top
The memory melts away
Still in vain, but now I know
And in the nightmares I see
How death comes the way you left us
Tell me once again
Why can't I change?
You run away from me
But never forget my face
It's the same old anger
The songs, the same old sad song
Asking redemption
Forget that's not my thing
Tell me once again
Why can't I change?
You run away from me
But never forget my face
It's not like "Hey, forgive me and start again"
You just can't change what you've done
Life marks are like scars to the bones
And redemption is not to forget your pain
Tell me once again
Why can't I change?
You run away from me
But never forget my face
Tell me once again
Why can't I change?
You run away from me
But never forget my face
Faking, feeling desperate
All the pressure I still undone
Especially numbness in your eyes
Keep me trapped within this cage
But now I know it's real
And now I know I'm free
I'm self aware of this
I'll never let you in
'Cause in my mind is here
The pain's been frozen here
I won't forget you well
I'll never let you in again
'Cause I remember the time
When we were walking
Following the light of the dawn
And all the promises fell
When all the anger is gone
What I've thought, what I have done
Give it all for someone I love
And I remember you for the way
I was falling away
But now I'm far and away
Well, yeah, what can I say?
It's gonna hurt when I'm gone
You pray for someone you love
Because you lay where you're done
Redemption's not to forget your pain
Life marks are like scars to the bones
And redemption is not to forget your pain
Tell me once again
Why can't I change?
You run away from me
But never forget my face
Tell me once again
Why can't I change?
You run away from me
But never forget my face
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