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These things which I so often wonder
This need to create myself
Frustration forgotten through slumber
It's there when I wake
Defeated before I rise
And I'd pull myself out of his mire
If I could collect my strength
Or muster an ounce of desire
Finding the words, and making them mine
Is there somewhere
I could seperate this feeling
From memory, disconnect myself from me?
Desire inside to mistreat you
It pushes words out of my mouth
This cyclical pattern I feed you
The back and forth
And up and down
But still here you are
Is there somewhere
I could separate this feeling
From memory, disconnect myself from me?
Behind this veil of pious revelation
I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside
'Cause I
I don't deserve you
Relinquishing hope for the future
I try not to hate it so
But you are a bridge to those memories
I try to forget, if you only knew
Is there somewhere
I could separate this feeling
From memory, disconnect myself from me?
Behind this veil of pious revelation
I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside
Is there somewhere to occupy emotion?
A room to keep my rage away from you?
Just tell me when these hopeless days are over
I'll open my eyes and see my new sun rise
Cause I
I don't deserve this, oh
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